leave of damn absence

In addition to required life processes, most people my age have about 1-4 things that they might do:

go to school

go to work

entertain themselves

try to have sex

I have about 14

try to have sex

go to work

entertain myself

make a weekly news show

make rap music

take care of snakes, breed snakes

move out of state

organize a radical union at my workplace

drink lots of liquor

process biodiesel

try to sell 2 different cars

write a short book

write articles intended for publication

...write a blog

Well, it’s finally driving me insane, and when I try to simplify my life, this is the first thing to go.

To elaborate, as you can see in the first entry, I appreciate people who put out a lot of fucking work; of all kinds. I like them because they have seemingly transcended human limitations. If I think completely objectively, by these standards I can hold down being 2Xhuman.

3Xhuman though? I Just can’t do it. Yet...

So bye for now. Hope I’ve inspired you, or some bullshit.

list of the untrustworthy

those who say “yapping” instead of talking

owners of boats

those with“very liberal” as their facebook political views

teachers

people in california

those who just like to have “a few beers”(no more, no less)

people in new york

owners of extra-decorated cars(sea shells, spray paint, toys, bullshit)

lovers of the wilderness

residents of homes with political signs in the yard

generators of original content on youtube

those who still find racism/sexism funny(not b/c it’s offensive, because it’s easy and boring)

people who have “loved [something] since [they were] a kid”

members of households with more than 2 dogs

members of households with more than 3 cats

those who are afraid of small snakes/reptiles

people who “miss being a kid”

capitalists

Graham Andrews

people who mention their “biological clock”

people who are nosy about what you’re eating

drinkers who purchase very small amounts at a time

pot smokers who purchase very small amounts at a time

people who only like “the good stuff”

watchers of pre and post game shows for a sporting event

those who “get tired” instead of “passing the fuck out”

people who sleep on beds with actual bedstands

the rich

the poor

people with blu-ray technology

white people with dreadlocks

black people with blue-eye contacts

people who take antibiotics for colds

people who bring up their IQ... at all

college graduates

the “life of the party”

people who have not tried more than 3 sex positions

goers with the flow

people who complain about gas prices

Those who drive hybrid vehicles on purpose

those who are brand loyal

the nature nurture juggle

In my left hand, nature tells me to do what my parents did; fuck someone and propagate myself genetically.

In my right hand, nurture tells me to do what my heros did, fuck the audience and propagate myself intellectually.

In my right hand, nature tells me to do what my parents did; fuck someone and propagate myself genetically.

In my left hand, nurture tells me to do what my heros did, fuck the audience and propagate myself intellectually.

Which will I eventually drop?

brief morbid introspection style post

I've always had a desire to perform. After putting on traditional "performances" I become more and more aware that I am always putting on a performance; in my personality and actions. I play a diligent worker, a stern boyfriend and an offbeat friend. I have no problem with that until I consider how this applies to my solitary time. After careful thought it is unquestionable to me that I am putting on a show for myself as well.

Just as the actor must be full of the character, and not himself; I am full of Cobe Soldo, and not myself.